A Vanilla Man’s Crush

For the last few months there has been someone who I believe is not a swinger who apparently has a crush on me. I didn’t notice he had a crush on me at first because I had just met him… the first conversation we had was a phone call and it was for work… so I didn’t think it was all that flirty… but then again I am often flirty to everyone without really thinking about it being flirty.

Anyways, this was in early August and I was having to work with him on building a training program for our new program… and the phone call was rather interesting as he is a bit dry when walking with him that first time… then we met in person at the studio.

He sat next to me as we were training the trainer… all very innocent I believed. I laughed as I usually do… and joked… and then I noticed he enjoyed long conversations with me that were quite engaging… the others in the room were like… “umm, what the fuck?” I guess they never saw him flirt with anyone… ever…

The belief was that he was just in a weird mood… an off day or something… something had to be in retrograde because this was not normal behavior for him.

Me, I just thought it was normal behavior not knowing anything different.

Then I would get ‘business’ calls asking for help on the training program…

And then emails asking how late he could give me a call… about the training programs…

And the calls never ended quickly…

And we covered a lot of ‘business’ topics with a few flirty comments that could be taken… differently than just work.

Again, I didn’t think much of it as this is normal for me.

Then someone who knew him for a number of years commented after hearing him and I on the phone before his workshop he was leading (the reason for me to be working with him) laughing and joking and out-and-out flirting… and they could not believe what they were hearing… this guy was out and out flirting with me.

The next day was not only Halloween but his workshop he was leading and he asked me when I was going to be there… a perfectly normal question since I am coordinating the training. Or so I thought. He asked me if was going to wear a costume for Halloween… I said nope… he said darn… and then he arrived at the training location.

And he flirted big time while we were setting up… found all kinds of reasons to touch my arm… all kinds of reasons to say my name… all kinds of reasons to laugh… and then…

A coworker was by the door and watched a lot of this play out and she had been party to some of the other conversations like the phone calls and in person flirting before… and she just stood there laughing… she knows I am ENM and was enjoying it play out in front of her…

My flirting was on this side of business-ish… and didn’t cross the line… and yet, his got bolder… and he is not that type of man usually…

She walks in and says hi to us… and he never stopped flirting with me… she figured he would…

During the training he flirted with me and was far more outgoing to the others than he usually is… she laughed her ass off…

After the workshop, he waited to walk me to my car… it was so cute…

The next week, his second part of the workshop took place and he acted the very same as he did with me prior… it was so cute… and I mentioned my husband in conversation many times and he never skipped a beat in his flirting… my coworker was shocked to put it mildly.

After that second week we wouldn’t have as many opportunities for communication outside of running into him randomly in the community. He sent me an email… I responded and it was work related… but I added a few lines of what could be innuendos… mostly talking about how I am going to go through some withdrawals of not talking to him or seeing him as we have little reason too…

He picked up on those little innuendos and commented on how he didn’t want to be party to me suffering withdrawals… and has come up with reasons to communicate with me…

Last night at an event in the community that our company was producing, he was there. He said hi to me… and because I was on my way to the other side of the room to take care of something, I couldn’t spend much time talking with him… I was able to touch his arm in an affectionate manner… and he grabbed my hand that was on his arm and held it briefly…

Throughout the rest of the evening I would look his way and he was watching me… made eye contact with me… and it was so sweet…

This morning he sent an email telling me how good it was to see me… and how he is hoping we can work on something that is not going to happen for a few months… he asked if he could give me a quick phone call… to discuss a timeline…

During this phone call… we barely discussed the project he wants to work on with me… we did however talk about my withdrawal symptoms… I laughed and joked about the withdrawals being worse since we didn’t really get to talk last night…

The conversation took an interesting turn… again… not so much talking about the project… but how we needed to get together… and as an afterthought… for the project…

I joked with him and said “If I didn’t know better, I would think you have a crush on me.”

He got silent…

Right before I became awkwardly so… I told him “It is okay if you do have a crush on me.”

He nervously laughed…

I said, “If you did have a crush on me and if you did admit to me that you have a crush on me, I could probably admit to you that I have a bit of a crush on you.”

I heard him let out a big breath…

Still no words from him.

“Do you want me to let you know that if you have a crush on me… and if I have a crush on you… my husband won’t mind?”

Dead silence.

I didn’t say anything until after he did.

“Really?”

“Yes, really.”

“Why won’t he mind?”

I explained to him that we are ENM and all about hall passing… and all about some of the fun we could have… and with my husband being all right about it…

He then said the sweetest thing ever…

“When I realized I had a crush on you I figured it would go nowhere. Now that there is a possibility to do something about this crush it changes things… I mean… we could grab a drink… grab dinner…”

He pauses for a while… I let the silence linger.

“I could kiss you. I mean if you wanted me to, I could kiss you…”

He is quiet again and then he whispers… “We could have sex.”

“Yes we can… grab a drink, dinner, kiss… and have sex” I say…

He is quiet again… I do believe this is his true personality… introverted and quiet as he thinks about things deeply…

“I really never thought this would be a possibility to even consider seriously. I just figured it was a fantasy that would remain unfulfilled. This is blowing my mind. I could actually kiss you.”

Now, that is so very sweet… that kissing me is something he has been thinking about in regards to me… I loved it…

A coworker arrived at the studio and I had to end the call… he promised he would reach out to me after he has some time to process this… and that he can’t believe that he can kiss me…

He could hear the coworker on her phone and said he would let me go… I gave him one last thing to think about before I let him go…

“You do know that you can do more than just kiss me right?”

He groans one of those sexy groans men do… “You are killing me, you know that don’t you…”

I made a kissy sound and said “Bye” laughing as I hung up.

Guess who decided to come to today’s training class… just to check it out as it had been a while since he been to one…

Yep… him.

And guess where he sat?

Yep… right next to me… on my right as we faced the front of the classroom he was sorta behind me…

Every once in a while his leg would brush mine…

He would touch my arm to ask me a question or make a comment…

It was like we were in high school… the room was dark so we could see the slides the presenter had…

Fuck, my nipple were hard the whole two hours…

I needed to gain some composure a few times when he would lean forward a bit and whisper in my ear shit that was utter nonsense and only being said to torture me… He definitely had the upper hand at that moment…

I was thrilled when I gained it back a few moments later…

I wrote a little note to him… I may have mentioned how much I want to kiss him… and just exactly where I wanted to kiss him… not just on his mouth… but yeah, I wanted to start there and then… as I moved down his mouth and his neck… BTW… is there any place on his neck or chest that brings him pleasure… and went into some great detail of how we could find out just what areas are most sensitive… and then I wondered if the tip of his cock was sensitive all the time or more so after he cums… and how maybe I should take my time and find out just where and how sensitive…

And you get the drift…

He was hard in no time.

He shifted a few time in his seat… and then told me to stop smirking… he was being tortured and there is nothing funny about it…

Oh, I am going to have so much fun with him…

Happy, Happy, Happy…

Muah Sophia

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